December 2009
14 posts
freaking sue me
So, a few of years a go for Christmas my grandpa, or dad, I don’t really remember, got me a mirror for my room. When I switched rooms, I put my mirror somewhere in the room where it could be shared. I rarely used it, for whatever reason I needed a mirror. I’d usually get ready in the bathroom in the morning, and half the time someone else is using it to get ready and I’d have to...
13725.) I hate you. I hate your faux intelligence....
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Can't sleep
I fell asleep at like eleven and now its about two AM and I can’t go back to sleep. I’ve just been sitting here watching the retarded ho ho hopefully video over and over, thinking about stuff, trying to get my mind off of this whole fucked up situation.
The first thing I started thinking about was how lucky I am to have Hailee in my life and how much harder things would be right now...
13545.) I lead two lives, a secret one to people...
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Low
Blaming a kid for a divorce, that’s low.
Just because I SEE that none of this is working out and I see that so much stress would be relieved for everyone with a divorce, doesn’t mean it’s my fault for it happening. People who are married are supposed to have things in common, they are supposed to want to be around each other and want to see each other at the end of the day....
I hate people who
don’t have enough decency to realize the few people they should probably try not to talk to. To go out of your way and talk to someone just to get your ex pissed off. You’re sooo pathetic.
It's starting to feel a lot like Christmas
I spent Thursday and Today shopping with my dad for everyone and wrapping all the gifts. I feel really good about what I got everyone because I actually was able to go all out this year. I used a bunch of money from the account I have from my mom’s child support money. I got my dad a blue ray player that he has been wanting for over a year and I hooked Hailee up widda bunch of good...
These zombies in the park, they’re looking for my...
I don’t have much too say, I got a new book today to read so I can get extra credit in my English class and it’s pretty good so far. I’ve been trying so hard to get an A in that class but I’m stuck at a B+ freaking Senior English.. maybe if my teacher wasn’t half retarded and gave out real assignments it wouldn’t be this difficult.
Hailee’s sick, so...
I feel like..
I’ve just seen the sun for the first time.
Haha no really though, I feel like the next few years needs to fly by and whatever is going to happen, needs to happen already. All of this useless family drama has gone on long enough. I’m so drained from it because no matter what, the problem always seems to come right back to me. Things like not cleaning the kitchen one night and coming...
Life’s too short to even care at all oh whoa
This website has cause so much bullshit within the last few months. I’m not totally sure if blogging will help me at all but it seems to be a good way to get things out, and I’m pretty sure no one will read this other than Hailee so I don’t have anything to worry about.
I have been hanging out at my mom’s house a bunch this last month, my dad thinks it just to “run...